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2011-05-23T03:24:00.001-07:00

You are the reason for me to smile,

even in the hardest of day,

even if

your voice never whispers in my ears,

the warmth of your hearts,

is keeping me comfort,

even in the coldest of night,

pity,

we never cross path,

till the day comes,

when my eyes caught the sight of you,

I stay here waiting,

dear the girl I havent met.

Awesome day

2011-05-19T05:11:00.000-07:00

Im sick,have fever and heavy flu

but yesterday got to be a highlight of my year..

18 May 2011 - the day my PSPM II results were out

I woke up quite early that day feeling nervous.. the results supposed to be posted at 10am.. by 9 I already wide awake.. since there was nothing to do. I decided to go to facebook and see if anything up. Then one of my friend told me that the results were delayed to 12pm. Owh what the heck so I watched tv to burn some time. Then dum dum dum 12pm! I was nervous wating for my result. Then something completely unexpected happened, nobody got the results. I visited my F2 group page and what I can say it was chaos. People posting and commenting everywhere and thats where I joined in. I posted few posts here and there :D

Then I got bored of waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting so i get some sleep

Then I woke up around 2.30. Pray and check my facebook then at that same time two of my friends Ell and Kak Siti asked me bout my result and they gave me the link. Then I checked,, when I got my result I was like what this my last sems result.. then I see its PNGS2 -So my results are same for both sems *gumbire* so I called my mum and sms my dad (he's at Jakarta at that time) and I told my grandpa all. They were all happy.. then we had a little celebration last night.. and I would like to express gratitude to all my teachers family and friends without them I wont get this result

THANK YOU

Allah

My Parents - My mum and dad

My lecturers and my mentors

My friends especially my practicum mate, my roommate, my close friends

AND my friends back at Kajang that I know most of yall since form 1

2011-05-15T07:20:00.000-07:00

Do you want to be famous?

If you do.. how?

I think most of us agreed

that the easiest way to be famous is by joining the reality competition show

We have all these live reality show mostly based on singing and anything related to entertainment. Here alone, we have plenty of them... and with that we have hundreds of entertainer right here, but pardon me for saying that we have quantities not qualities.. I'm not gifted in singing or acting or anything related to arts but since I got nothing to write. I might as well write about this.

The way I see it, there once a reality show soo famous, the ex-students of the competition really having their time of their live, but now where are they? Not on tv, not on stage, but living their life like before they joined the competition. I remember once there is this guy, he is not much of a singer but for some unknown reason he is very famous until the organizer had to bring him back even tho he was expelled before by the judges and he is still much well know few years after that and few controversies. Then, poof he's gone suddenly. But for sure, the qualities of the competitions are getting poor tho. There's also this comedian competition and some of them are not comedians they are clowns! and there is guy he is soo suck the audiences are funnier than him.

Then here comes the moneymakers trying to make as much money out of them. The process of elimination of the contestant is mostly if not completely up to the audience's sms. Then what are the judges for? Then here come the producers, "these two had affair! lets make a movie starring those two with that we can make more $$"..."One of the contestant is from a poor family, so they show his/her life on tv so that people will feel sorry and vote."... Oh come on, are we really these kind of people to make money out of other person personal's life.

To those who dreaming bout being an artist by joining a reality show.. "easy come, easy go"

some of them are got potential tho.. such as ...... erm up to each individual

watch your tongue

2011-05-13T22:40:00.000-07:00

Everyone want attentions from other people, let it be from their friends and love one.. some might do something romantic and worth remembering. But some they like to throw insult on other people. Some even top it off with a bad language

you are (insert f word here) (insert hurtful comment here)

*hurtful is it?*

Some people refer this as a joke, but this is the meaning of the word JOKE

"something said or done to provoke laughter or cause amusement "

How can u call that a joke by making a hurtful comment of others? I maybe not a saint, I hurt other's feeling sometimes but I never meant to do it as a joke of trying to get attention. I been trying to be a better person since.

insult,humiliate each of us suffers from these kind of attacks before. Some of us just take it as a joke but some keep it in their heart. God knows what if they cant take it anymore? They might not be friends anymore... friendship destroyed by this awful comments. For me, there is a fine line between joke and insults.. when u joke around, people laugh but when u insult there's gonna be heart broken. Sometimes insult can be caused when people having a misunderstanding about people. Their behavior, perspective and such

Some people tend to insults other's physical or lifestyle or IQ. That is bad, but it can get worse when some people insults other's family or love ones or even religion! There are plenty of groups at facebook that insult religion. I never know why they hate one religion in the first place. Its what people believe and worships. Other people dont have the right to insult god of any religion. Whatever grudge you hold, just keep it to yourself.

PEOPLE, each and everyone of us is different in their own way and we are not perfect. Cut off the insults. You cant expect everyone to be like what you wanted. Im not ashamed to admit that I insulted people before and I'm sorry for that. I will not insults people just to get attention from others. Hurtful comments just keep it in your mind.

"It is better to say nothing than to say something meaningless"

2011-04-28T19:23:00.000-07:00

this is kinda funny actually I started to listen songs from this band but they were around since like 1985 haha kinda old and they are still around.. well they are none other than Radiohead never gets old.. and they released their new album "The King Of Limbs" this year and the song nice.. especially Lotus Flower.. but the songs are kinda make u feel dizzy sometimes and need to get used to it..

even the artwork is kindda blurry but the songs good

and they are also top 100 best bands in history.. okay so im kinda late bout this but who cares

hope they'll make a concert here in Malaysia soon.. :) hopefully but their fan base here is quite small sooo yea tough luck...

and about my vacation.....i really got nothing to do and im spending waaayy too much time watching Family guy, How I Met Your Mother and CSI... haha nothing beats the comedy of Stewie Griffin (FG) and Barney (HIMYM) and last Sunday i played Ultimate Frisbee with my friends... I was awesome i never play the game before so yea kindda suck at it.. but i scored the first my first goal... cannt wait to play again still and yea still lot to learn,,

omg cant sleep yesterday night for some reason so i gonna get some nap...

T.H.E.E.N.D

2011-04-20T17:41:00.000-07:00

20th April 2011.. the day where i ended my one year matriculation programme at Kolej Matrikulasi Negeri Sembilan.. I got mixed feelings about leaving the college, im happy cause im free.. but kindda sad cuz i gonna leave my room B3.3.6 add 1 more num and u can go buy urself a lottery num (no advised to do so)

yesterday 10.15am more or less i finished my last paper for pspm sem2 chemistry paper 1 so i went out and got absolutely blank.. I usually straight away go back but for some reason i stay there maybe the sight of people like hugging n shaking hands together got this weird effect.. hmmm then she passed by... she looked at me like in a split second so I wasnt that sure if its really sure and next thing I know i was chasing that girl... turns out she is really that girl.. we talked a bit, first time we talked since that thing happened.. so i went back feeling kindda happy even if it is just for a while..

I packed my stuff and returned back my pillow and keys and the curtains.. got some paper and poof im ready to go back but still i have to wait few hours to pick me up... in our group im the third last to go back... i went back only before shark n faizal...

so thats the end of my matriculation studies :')

in an unrelated news

my neighbour's gate collapsed, so the house got risk of crumbling down.. so there were alot of heavy machinery infront of my house... but theres another thing... those people are not a good neighbour. Complaint bout this and that so they didnt get along with my family and others... think about it we are living in a same community.. so we always have to give and take.. so maybe this is god's test to show them never act soo "sombong" infront of others. When we ran into someone we know a simple smile will do .. hope nothing bad happen to them...

and i end my post with a simple smile and good bye :)

simple kindness give me hopes :)

2011-04-06T23:53:00.000-07:00

I felt terribly down yesterday, maybe because I'm tired and I'm upset with the fact that I might wont be able to see some of my friends anymore..

but still I had this study group with some of my practicum mates.. they noticed that I'm not in cheer mood even I still answered their questions.. so one of my friends he tried to make jokes to cheer me up and i was like yea I'm enjoying his jokes but I really dont have the mood to smile, but the he didnt stop just that.. he talk and talk and then they treat me a can of drink.. then after I finished study with them on the way back to my room, I got a text message from another practicum mate that study with me every night.. she told me to look up.. so i did and asked why.. and she said u cant see any stars right? thats because u didnt smile.. so go ahead n smile.. then i was like touched :) If there is a time where everything feels right.. that was the time.. u guys are the best and I wont forget the time we spend ever.. last night is like the time where I truly didnt feel alone. THANKS guys

Small part of a bigger family.. from left kak farah, kak pija, me! and faris

they are also my study group.. we study together everytime

but that doesnt mean I forget those back home, I'll be back on 20th April.. I'll be seeing u guys.. long time didnt see u guys

Time Of Our Life

2011-04-04T08:24:00.000-07:00

Approaching 20th April,

as my fingers racing across my keyboard, as i holding back my tears cuz this is soo sad... since we all gonna finish our 1 year matriculation studies and each and everyone of us gonna go on different paths..

I remember the first day I come here and it never comes to me that this is the greatest time of my life..

F2P2...

I never wanna ask for better practicum mates..

we only been together for only a year but its hurt to leave every one of u

to my bros; faris, lan, fakis, jerry, jin yang, syafiq, nik and wan

i can never forget doin english assignment with fakis, jerry n jin yang selling condoms :) faris my lab partner and my agama islam group along with syafiq.. and nik n lan for the kd sketch..

hang out together is the best

even some of yall give me headache cuz tak datang kuliah@tutorials

then to the girls.. erm especially to

saodah and mida- sorry if my jokes hurt u or anything.. dont lose ur cheerfull attitude ok

kakak kakak xpdt - yall are like the sisters i never had :) dont mind me being crazy thats just me showing hw much I like you guys..

to those i dont really close with - sorry cuz i seldom talk to u guys just im quite shy when it comes to talk to girls

" every meeting ends with a goodbye.. but the memories are forever "

i wont forget you guys...

kita kena yakin kita hensem kan..

2011-03-10T06:20:00.000-08:00

THIS SONG IS REAALLY TOUCHING!

okay the singer aint that pretty but that voice of that soo lovely voice.. and the lyrics really meant to me :')

CHRISTINA PERRI - Jar Of Hearts

I should listen to this song earlier

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

2011-02-24T01:49:00.001-08:00

Hello again to another edition of....(cue drum)

WHAT I DID THIS WEEK !

I decided to write this post like this since it looks cooler *i think*

I decided to go back Kajang this week cause I want to visit my grandma at hospital she is sick

so anyone read this post, pray for her to get well soon aite

and another reason to go back, oh well

angry birds :P

TWO WEEKS I DIDNT PLAY ANGRY BIRDS!!

its kinda funny the game's objective is to shoot the pigs! my fav got to be the black birds

haha they all can explode

If you got the chance dont forget to give Angry Birds a try

so today there is some funny thing happened during Math lecture.. my lecturer asked this guy a question but he give the wrong answer in fraction. then the lecturer asked him to change his answer into decimal.. so and then my lecturer ter-flip and showed the answer on the projector.. only thing is thats the answer for other question so this guy like soo innocent give that answer which is like miles away from his original answer.. so all the guys laugh like hell, including me..

then my lecturer asked me why we were all laughing and I cant stop laughing so I just shake my head :S I think thats the first time I laugh like that during a lecture class.

okay tomorrow i got islamic studies quiz and I haven study anything.. yay me

wish me luck k

i got to go now.. stay tuned for the next update okay

2011-02-18T21:14:00.000-08:00

Its time for another quick update :D not sure if anyone still read this crap but oh well i dont care :)

heres the thing...

I got another 4.0 for my UPS woots dont ask how, I donno how I managed to get that result also

then, I gonna do a sketch for KD on Monday hahaha donno how that gonna turn out oh well

I went to this haunted house at Matrik yesterday haha quite ok but its too dark or I can no longer see well in the dark let see i hit the wall 3 times and smack straight at my nose haha funny i dont think its scary cuz i can see anything at all!

so i think that is it for the update.. might goin back home next week.. but not that sure...

see yall again

2011-02-14T18:19:00.000-08:00

happy maulud nabi everyone :D

well its been a long time since I last updated my blog :/

mostly cause I got nothing to say... BUT! there are few things I learn bout life...

1. dont ever put ur hope too much on one thing.. I once thought this horror movie is damn scary,, but the truth is.. IT IS LAME!!! soo disappointed right.

2. if u got a friend that dont even give a damn bout u.. whatever it is.. just act like u dont care either.. not like they care also.. @!*!@# these people are jerks sometimes

3. u life for ur own and ur own... some people will be there for u and others will be there for u for their own kepentingan <--- assholes

:D could be you that im talking about

is tittle important?

2011-02-02T09:31:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Years guys :D

hopefully i can meet yall again this hols... its been a while since we all come together for a lunch or something.. really miss my friends

quite a memorable 5 years stint eh

so if anyone planing to host a party or open house.. dont forget to invite me eh

anyway beside this 5 days holidays, the week before that is topsy turby :S -Folios, ASSignments and now I got to do a script for a sketch. I donno what the teacher is thinking, I mean me? Acting? that is like slapping a hungry lion's butt and let it run across a room full of people smell like steaks.. gonna be a disaster..

soo now i am thinking bout how the hell i gonna spend my holidays?! let see whats on my list

-sleep

~~-doing assignments~~

-reading novels ( i might look and act ganas or something but i enjoy reading novels especially romance :P)

-playing video games

-watching movies

-walk around

-online

hmm and thats about it haha.. and i got this weird response to my answer everytime people asked me if i got a girlfriend.. i said no then they doubt it.. like yea right u dont look like you dont have one? hahaha omg helo im still single lah but Im not looking for one.. thats it for now till then....

sorry :(

2011-01-19T00:33:00.000-08:00

If you are reading this, I just wanna tell u that..

I never wanted to hurt you. I accept the fact that you are angry with me, I realized what I did is wrong and maybe its because I let jealousy gets the better of me and its affect my judgement that I thought you will be happy but I WAS WRONG! I WAS REALLY REALLY WRONG! I hate myself for what I did to you.. I never deserve to be with a girl like you, I forget that fact... I like you just the way you are... When you gone, you took everything from me, I even dont eat much and Im having nightmares everytime I sleep all cause of what I feel about myself.. . All this while I been thinking bout you and how to make this better again... I dont know if you are reading this but if u did, ...please.. if u give me a chance i would make amend I will be there for you no matter what... I know u said Im cant hold on my words or such but I gonna hold what I said and I wont let go.. I just want you to forgive me more than anything else... and I will keep on waiting for you dont matter what...I made this post just for you and I dont want anyone else to comment on this... thanks... if u read this,can u please sms me and tell me what u feel.. Im begging you

FRUSTRATING DAY!!

2011-01-15T07:03:00.000-08:00

well im a bit frustrated today, i even eat a bit je cuz Im frustrated bout everything hmph :( u might get the idea why and that stupid wifi router... if u cannot function right just explode or something i will get a new one.. like ur brother internet modem he cannot light at all after thunder strike so I just go to Low Yat and get a new one! and u see because of that wifi router cannot function well because my new modem is unable to connect to the WAN thingy and i tried to work out like 2 hours and turns out that wifi modem is busted as well.... but hey on the bright side I got a new external hardrive and it was like 1 terrabyte quite ok huh...

but then just thats it.. i give up on the idea of u cheering me up HAH I never even bothered I can cheer myself up thank u very much...thats its maybe and dont bother me ! Im just .... soo many things dont go my way and what do I care right.. just forget it..

Cold Wind Blows

2011-01-14T06:22:00.000-08:00

Can you imagine Kajang is no more sauna for me (for now atleast) , soo i can cancel high temperature from my "THINGS THAT I HATE DURING HOLIDAYS" list but but but boredom still top of the list and no, some stupid Raja Lawak will never pass my time. Im too good for that uneducated silly people acting like clowns =__= seriusly dudes a camel is funnier than u.

so i think i wanna visit my mum's office at Bursa this Monday for no reason :/

and im still waiting for my new modem to come since my old one got fried recently. Fried Modem hmmm doesnt sound that yummy

darn it, i got bored thinking im bored so thats why i wrote this and yea i got no idea what to write. to those who actually read this.. THANKS FOR READING!

Anyway...I dunno why GRENADE touched me in some way...

that song is sooo sad and the lyrics omg that girl doest know how lucky she is..

I guess I wont know if I will catch a grenade or jump on a blade for you.. but as long as that make u smile then I wont have second thoughts or regret bout doing this..

cause ur smile is everything :)

This week, I helped her with her studies and everytime i pray for u to get best result u'll ever get... maybe after this anytime u need help I'll be there alright. I always proud of you regardless what ur results gonna be and i never doubt that u can do it even for a mere second

TELL U WHAT, MAYBE SOME PEOPLE DONT LIKE ME RAMBLING BOUT HER IN EVERY POSTS WELL LIVE WITH IT MWAHAHAHA MY BLOG KAN? IF U DONT LIKE U CAN OPEN A NEW ONE AND WRITE SOMETHING ELSE >:D

pardon me im just bored :) nites people

UPS II BREAK!

2011-01-13T04:04:00.000-08:00

Im on vacation now! I planning bout goin out to Mid this Tuesday or Wednesday. Celebrate aunty Huikee and Uncle Shaun birthday maybe... but the problem is dunno if these people can make it or not, if not then what to do aite.

SAY.....

UPS papers are quite easy suprisingly but hope for the best thats it.

I had fun teaching u and lets hope we can continue this after this break.

I got 1 week hols and Im seriously bored

I want to watch Paranormal Activity II

Btw I saw Calyne Ti, Feng Lie, and Embrys just now.. long time never see them.

ahh i never know I miss this people sooo much.

hope to see you all again :)

Dear 44,

2011-01-01T22:25:00.000-08:00

I been waiting to write this, this is an open letter which only both of us knows. I got soo many things to tell u and i think i should start with this, I was enchanted since I first saw u back at DSG, for me u are unique and I was happy when i found out that we both have kinda the same hobby, reading novels, i think bout u every time i felt lost. I look up to u and always trying impress u which help me alot during my time at kmns. I never want to lost someone like you NEVER EVER :)

I pray for ur success every time and hope we will always stay intouch after matriculation..

I hate every time you are not around cuz the problem is not with u but is without u

dear 44, i wait for u as long as u want to :)

I'll be there for u anytime...

when the time is right, i'll come for u

I'll be your guardian angel

until then alright :)

new beginning

2010-12-31T05:15:00.000-08:00

Today is the last day of 2010.Which means tomorrow is first day of January, I am getting older 19 year next August :D and im still single =_=

so this week I did my math pre ups exam and man, i hate the questions HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT. The teachers should check if they ask the correct question before giving us to crack our heads trying to figure out the answers not while we doing that. Lousy question num 6 I hate u till the day i die :D

Anyway the moment i flipped the last page of Dear John, it got me thinking. What is true love???

True love is not what u call a couple that hang out with each other 24/7 but a couple that willing to sacrifice everything for each other, well if i had to sacrifice everything but u still wont notice it. I never know what to do...

new year is for a new beginning of me. Sun will always rise again and i will always be here trying and trying and trying to impress u so that u know im not just sweet talk :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! AND GOOD LUCK FOR UR UPS !

first post!

2010-12-04T01:05:00.000-08:00

well this is officially my first post that i wrote during my time at KMNS.. usually i wrote my post back at home ( sorry mum i cannt go back this week and next week i know u want me to go back so bad)

this week is like the weirdest week ever.. got good news and bad news

lets start with the good news.. lets see

I GOT FREAKING 4.00 FOR MY SEM 1 FINALS :DDDDD HAPPY!
its like i never imagine i gonna score like this.. happy wei

but then i got all the bad news i can think off.. first my roomate had been kicked out of the college because of low pointer :( i damn frustrated. We are all roommates after all. Then i saw her cried, i never wanted to see her cry so i talk to her so that she better again.. then my friends got into a fight haih... and it doesnt stop there.. my friend had clased with his girlfriend and he is freaking sad :( haih
I never ever wanna see my friends sad especially her i mean she is not my 'makwe' but we are close, so ya u get the point right. One day I gonna ask her :) when we are old enough

i guess thats all i have to say right now
I'll put more posts with pics n vid when i get home soo till then.

ROCK ON
\m/

rain fall down

2010-11-19T08:42:00.000-08:00

its been raining these few days

to be honest this weather suits me the most...

but what people usually thought that rain means sadness or gloomy..

but for me..

im a rainy type of guy cuz when i sad.. no one can see me cry, its impossible to determine which

is rain water and which is tears..

and ya every time i feel down i stare at the rain.. the sound and the smells really calm me down.

and what comes after the rain, a ray of sunlight that usually for this special column of light from

the skies which for me means a new beginning of the day, beginning of the new me and the beginning of a new life

and rain also brings life to a once wasteland.. take a desert.. nothing but sands but with rain there u have it an oasis.. birthplace of lifes

u may have hurt me, scar me but this rain shall wash away the pain n tears.. and you will see i'll be better than ever :)

this song remind me much bout the weather i love the most

holidays :D

2010-11-18T18:13:00.000-08:00

well here i am again.. :) anyone out there reading this? hahaha thank u soo much appreciate it. Guess what I got another 5 days of holidays in conjunction of aidiladha wohooo

My class all like excited to finish class and me managed to end the class like half an hour earlier, that however, is not withour tons of work i must complete during my holidays chemistry tutorials, math assignment, islamic studies assignment, english assignment and i must study a bit for the upcoming chapters. AND guess what I havent started at any of this ;) as always I delay till the last moment

yesterday we went to Midvalley at 11pm kindda late iz it? i went there with Ash, Arvind, Mat, Varna and Mizan ( long time never see this bugger). We watched Harry Potter, I must admit it is quite enjoyable compared to that dumb Order Of Phoenix.. then we go around till 4am

damn tiring though

and thus here i am finding a song that i can relate my life with,

anyway i read this foreword from Taylor Swift's Speak Now ( thats right i own the album :D )

''there is a time for silence, there is a time waiting your turn, i dont think you should wait, you should speak now''

i dont know if you notice but i used my blog as an open letter to express my feelings which im sure none will understand even myself..

but ya i in love with a girl that im terribly shy to admit it to her.. i know there is a time where i screwed up.. but I will always try to make things better.. but i dont think she sees that.. people sees what they want to see and I want you to understand this, you might think I am just a nobody.. but for me, I looked up on you.. I tried to make you happy even if I am sad..

so understand this, its up to you

from now on I wont longer chasing you....

but thats the problem, the more i tried to forget you, the more i kept thinking bout you

break my heart and i might be free of this i suppose...

but you know what i guess i rather hurt than feel nothing at all...

its up to you.. really then :)

signing out...

just a dream

2010-11-03T09:10:00.000-07:00

I got idea from this post when i listen to Just A Dream by Nelly

i know this song is kinda old on radio but i like the lyrics

so if u ever lost someone u love... this song is really about all those pain

the pain will never gone... u will keep thinking bout that person

cuz that person meant the world for u back then

but for me the pain took in the form of loneliness even i got my families around me i still lost in

abyss waiting for someone to actually pick me up.. maybe i dreamt of her but really it just a dream

but really the probability is really small

this heart is meant to be broken so i guess its ok with it :)

but im sick of being alone, im sick of being without my other half...

"i give u half of my soul will u give urs?"

sometimes without people realized they just fall in love just like that... for the first time they meet up... they felt like heaven's touch.. happen to me once and still got that feelings and i keep on holding on..

but i still scared to jump into the darkness and my time is running out i only had 5 more months before matriks end... ok this is getting quite confusing

this post is quite boring cuz i really dont have anything to share sorry guys :( will be back with nicer ones aite

logging out... leave some comment k :D

smile for the camera!

2010-11-01T08:40:00.000-07:00

i was thinking bout what to write bout my holiday blogging frenzy and my friend came out with an idea :) seriously that was the idea :)

we write this when we are happy or pretending to be one

any smiley especially :) will look evil when u gv >

:) + > = >:)

(good) (evil!!)

talking bout smiley everyone got their own fav

mine :)

shaun \m/

varna :P :D :O :) :( =_= and so on

but smiley is wat gets me through the night yesterday

:) means smile

and i keep on smiling even when i accidently did something bad

not just bad its bad kindda bad

and thinking to smile prevents me from suffering even more

and thanks to Celest also.. u really there for me in time of need

but i think the problem solved already and i will nvr break ur heart ever again

its killing me to think that i hurt u

today i just wait for the time pass by..

7 days till sem 2 :O

wish i can say this to the clock

"tunggu la aku belum habis tido la wei , topup lagi seminggu please" :D

see i told u i can make post with :)

So hear this please

And watch as your heart speeds up endlessly

And look for the stars as the sun goes down

Each breath that you take has a thunderous sound

Everything, everything's magic

Just sit back and hold on, but hold on tight

Prepare for the best and the fastest ride

And reach out your hand, and I'll make you mine

Everything, everything's magic

kinda love this song :)

this remind me of the time u talk to me

candles off.. comment more more :D

2010-10-31T09:58:00.000-07:00

again i ruin everything...

im saying sorry until u smile again

i noe what they told me are lies

and i never believe one bit and i wont say anything to them either...

trust me

im soo stupid to talk to them....

please come back and bring back the sunshine

ENCHANTED

2010-10-30T08:45:00.001-07:00

dhaha i really fell in love with this song it is like one of the most amazing song i ever heard coming from an amazing singer *Taylor Swift* its really related to me so if anyone ever read my post it u dunno or haven heard bout this song.. go and listen and sing ur heart out cuz im sure u can relates to urself

btw today i go midvalley watch BURIED sad movie he died in the end after he made promise to his wife :'( im soo touched

the poster looks cool.. dont ya agree?

by the way i realized something today

i dowan to be in relationship

its not worth it for me no offense to those who in relationship

i saw these couple.. hugging and rubbing and worse the girl wore tudung

OMG shame on these people..

i dowan to be in relationship but then i still like u who noes we are meant to be together guess we have to find out in the future cuz for now i just want us to be good friends get to know each other :) this song is really from me to you

ok so its the same song like the one i posted at facebook...i dunt care i just love it :)

"Please don't be in love with someone else"
"Please don't have somebody waiting on you"

i guess thats all for today post... still need spaming.. my blog is soo dead nites pepo

random post

2010-10-28T23:05:00.000-07:00

since my super awesome fast internet is killing me inside out :D i decided to write another crap i mean post -__- i noticed my random timing of blogging its becuz im ...... best put it this way LAZY! erm its had been 4 days since i finished my physics test *awesome* and i can tick the first thing on my to do list sleeping that is.. and coming up next is mid watching BURIED with the guys from matrix n JB ( not Johor Bharu but super awesome Jalan Bukit ) i actually need to find some thing worthy to waste my time on and NO stare at my Facebook homepage wont do any good. I think i should try to finish up my Eclipse novel by the way guy like me also can read romance novel right ;) oh yea yesterday i hang out with Ashmeer , Varna and Father Mat :D we go around from Kajang to Bangi to PJ n back to Ash house round 3 a.m I never did anything illegal.. for ur information i never smoke (imma good boy) then we slept at his house

and ya shaun...

3 things that for me is to die for ;

- My religion - my god, Allah n my belief in islamic way of life.

- My family - my parents, my family and ur guys the spartans :)

- My Promise- Anything that i promise to others I shall keep that promise

btw WHERE ARE MY COMMENTERS!! my chatbox need spamming people... and i got a formspring in case u dunno

http://www.formspring.me/boybackhome

lastly if anyone read this please share ur friends bout this

some people are meanie

http://arredza.net/blog/isu-semasa/fanpage-facebook-im-proud-to-be-a-muslim-menghina-islam.php

every religion is beautiful so please stop the insult.. why cant people live with harmony nowadays

leave some comment in the chatbox ya ^^

SEM BREAK!

2010-10-26T02:23:00.000-07:00

another seldom post

i just finished my PSPM exams.. 4.0 hopefully !!! Please...

and now im got 12 days with nothing to do..

well i think go mid n watch movies i think,

still I DO NOT WANT ALL THESE!!

i want this feeling to go away...

its killing me.............

it just im confuse bout all these thing

guess i had to focus on my studies now rather than anything

the feeling inside is torturing

HEY AFIQ

2010-08-07T06:53:00.000-07:00

well im writing blog again woohooo thank u boredom.. im in Kajang right now and and and im BORED!!

Nothing much happen so far...
well there are some thing worth mention good things n bad things

good things
erm i got her num and asked her out weee happy happy then then i asked her out and guess what she said!! GOSSSH
first she said she is tired then she said OKAYY weee giler sangat
chat with her till 2am all and all bout FOOD *drooling*

and i scored my first try ever! ahaha according to lan 5caps 1 try no bad eh.. :P

im addicted to HEY MONDAY p.s Cassadee is cute and guess where i got my tittle name.

uhh but not all work out well
my best friend has beef with an idiot which unfortunately my bro zzzzz -___-
in the end my best friend n my sister hurt..

hope it all work out
damn embarrass with my bros sorry guys especially ash :(
hope i get 4 flat for UPS please...

btw listen lah to this song

updatey

2010-07-22T07:57:00.001-07:00

sorry for long absence its been a while since the last update.. anyone still reading this??
i not sure what to update about.. right now im on holidays

just wanna tell that :
- I MISS MY KAJANG FRIENDS!!
- IM STRESSED UP!
- IM HEARTBROKEN
- IM IN LOVE WITH CHARICE :D
- I STARTED PLAYING RUGBY THANKS TO LAN :D

Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life

New life!

2010-05-21T07:50:00.000-07:00

well its already been 2 weeks in matriculation

first week sucks haha -orientation week- =.=
i miss my friends like badly :( well right now im studying at Kolej Matrikulasi Negeri Sembilan or KMNS for short haha nice place actually except no WIFI there!! haih i cannot go online
btw im the class monitor for F2P2 !! lololol i need some self esteem boost
there i got alot of friends still i feel more at home with my brotherhood...
im in physics stream and according to my friend Bob "budak fizik stylo"
lol

i miss everyone :(
and i know i should move on but i cant!
i want to wait
i want to get hurt
...

i cant and wont forget u

goodbyes :)

2010-05-05T08:17:00.000-07:00

i don't know what to say bout today.. haih i waited for soo long to ask her go out but then something wrong happen but i dont blame her actually not that she don't want to go on purpose.. a series of unfortunate events haha im goin to KMNS next week kinda looking forward to it also

to all my friends in case i cant come online i wanna say sorry to anyone who i done wrong before aiye..

IM SOOOORRRRYY VERY VERY SOOORRY

and im gonna wait for u.. even it takes a whole year waiting :)

Sweet, red cherry blossom tree

That lives in both you and me

You marked your name

But I can see it's not on me

So I've shamelessly gone

And made myself come undone

Heavy hangs my head when I'm unhearted

You'll miss your every moment

And I can't hold it

And I swear

I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness

I can't say goodbye, say goodbye

This is the last time

This is the last fight

Sunsets to sunrise

This is my goodbye

From morning till midnight

With or without you

This is my goodbye.

10 days till Matrix

2010-04-29T09:53:00.000-07:00

well for the first time in 16 years i been staying at Kajang.. i loved this place soo much and im gonna leave this place for a year.. i feels happy and excited but sad at the same time.. i cant see my friends again and you. i don't know if anyone still reading this blog :-\ probably none.. cuz it just my random craps -.-

i gonna leave this place and stay at Kuala Pilah for matrix and then do degree somewhere ( if i pass my matrix) and there is still things i wanna do before i leave..

I wanna!!!

Ask you out one more time ( yea i just bring desperation to the next level)

See all my classmates again

hmmm dang i really sad now....... *im out*

Loveletter :)

2010-04-21T08:27:00.000-07:00

Its a song from this band i come to like.. i mean really like!! They are SUPER AWESOME especially the lead singer *Juliet Simms* They are Automatic LoveLetter or ALL in short..

their EP tittled Recover cannot wait for the new album out this June wooots :D :D :D

one of their song :D

seriously if u like bands like Paramore u got to try listen to this band :)

recapping!

2010-04-19T09:18:00.000-07:00

im back for no reason again :) anyhow im not feeling that good haix i missed alot of updates haix well lemme recap one by one

3 n 4 april i went to Sepang for F1 and i saw Leong n Kuan Yen there :) I know they went there but i didnt expected to see them cuz u noe there were like millions people walking there.. and yay Vettel won :) i saw him, Button, Hamilton, Alonso and Webber!! I was like OMG OMG i cant believe it.. real life F1 drivers in front of my very own eyes yikes

a week after that it was our school hari anugerah cemerlang i gonna miss this day more than the other days.. its was amazing.. :) i saw my old classmates again (some of them) and mat gone botaked hahaha i get award for my 'outstanding' -.- spm results.. pics on my facebook :D and Calyne fyi im still taller than u.

16 April i fly to Kelantan with my mum n my cousins fun :) then i got the news that i got same matriculation place with varna at Negeri Sembilan!!!! shud be awesome.. my the decision to go matix wasnt tat bad after all i cant wait but on the other hand i gonna miss all my friends :(

Kota Bharu wasnt like what i expected! it is more or less like KL :-o got pasar malam there opened till 2am my mum n her sisters shopped like there is no tomorrow! hahaha then we went to my cousin wedding ceremony awww those two look soo good to be with each others

well here i am writing nothing... i donno whats happening to me and i can say that i dont like this a bit.. something felt soo wrong! Well maybe if i get to new place its all gonna work out just fine.. haix..

EMO POST

2010-03-25T09:05:00.000-07:00

well i had it wit this month... my friends having problem with their own ( i cant tell here) n worse jeehan gonna go ns :'( :'( along with mathew n zack. i wonder how mathew will looks like when he is bald. According to Ash he's gonna looks like mahatma gandhi XD

well watever it is im wishing u guys good luck !! and happy always

oh n to the girl i confess i like u :) i decided to move on xD good luck with that boy

Ma reward :D

2010-03-20T08:16:00.000-07:00

cuz of my spm result recently.. i got a new phone from my mum :D weeee my mum and i had a deal if i got minimun of 7A's i well get a brand new phone that i want.. and i managed to do just that :D so i got a new n97 finally i get a really new phone cuz over the years i only use literally used phone. 3 phones from my mum... and a secondhand phone. so this is a my very own one :)

my conclusion bout my phone well its an awesome phone i always wanted a touch screen phone

THANKS MUM !!!

BTW just now while having dinner at KFC a guy came with a monkey!! I was like OMG is this guy sane? does he knew that it is against restaurant policies for bringing pets in.. then the manager ask him to leave the restaurant.. and the guy went out with feeling angry and blah blah blah the monkey never disturb anyone.. -.- yea and i dowan a freaking monkey's fur in my drink as well.. then a fight broke out near kfc.. no one died.. awwwwwww but police came.. well maybe the policemen arrest those fellas. well i guess that is it for my update.. if got people reading this.. :/ cya

im losing my mind

2010-03-16T07:57:00.001-07:00

Im getting insane... i got really nothing to do.. the heat is killing me... im bored.. i missed my friends... i miss homework =.= .... i hate this.. its like Déjà vu all over again man i cant take this anymore

im confuse bout myself...

Tonite i watched a new drama called MERCY on STAR WORLD ... its a decent drama bout a nurses Veronica , Sonia and Chloe. They work at Mercy Hospital.. im surprised to say that i kinda like that series can cant wait for the next episode ( i really losin my mind )

I kinda watch KYLE XY season 1 back hahaha funny Kyle trying to hit on Amanda... and end up getting high on the swimming pool.. i like Kyle and Amanda such a cute couple xD

well i guess this is it.. i got nothing in my mind now ... have a good day to anyone who read this.. seriously god bless ya

DEAR AGONY

2010-03-15T07:14:00.000-07:00

I have nothing left to say

I have found the perfect end

You were made to make it hurt

Disappear into the dirt

Carry me to heaven's arms

Light the way and let me go

Take the time to take my breath

I will end where I began

And I will find the enemy whithin

Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin

Dear Agony

Just let go of me

Suffer slowly

Is this the way it's got to be?

Dear Agony

Just let go of me

Suffer slowly

Is this the way it's got to be?

Don't bury me

Faceless enemy

I'm so sorry

Is this the way it's gotta be?

Dear Agony

Suddenly

The lights go out

Let forever

Drag me down

I will fight for one last breath

I will fight until the end

And I will find the enemy within

Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin

Dear Agony

Just let go of me

Suffer slowly

Is this the way it's got to be?

Don't bury me

Faceless enemy

I'm so sorry

Is this the way it's gotta be?

Dear Agony

Leave me alone

God let me go

I'm blue and cold

Black sky will burn

Love pull me down

Hate lift me up

Just turn around

There's nothing left

Somewhere far beyond this world

I feel nothing anymore

Dear Agony

Just let go of me

Suffer slowly

Is this the way it's got to be?

Don't bury me

Faceless enemy

I'm so sorry

Is this the way it's gotta be?

Dear Agony

I feel nothing anymore

i love this song :D since my life is pretty messed up hahahahha well i got no nothing to post about

this pic got nothing to do with Breaking Benjamin. I just find it funny

Results and Mv Outing (5th Times i guess)

2010-03-13T08:41:00.000-08:00

11 March 2010 - call it what u want D day, apocalypse or doomsday.. well its the day where every SPM 2009 candidate had been waiting since the end of the SPM exams. My results was better than what i expected but lower than im hoping for * so i not sure if i should be happy or sad, well i dont care actually i sad first then i happy. :D* (2A+ 4A 1A- 2B+) then i got my CAR LICENSE!!! WEEE this boy already driving WOOTS!! then my mum ask me to drive her around town hahaha then there is sumthing unexpected happened during my dinner at this mamak stall dum...dum...dum

A CAR RAN OUT OF CONTROL AND NEARLY RAM ME!!! :0

LUCKILY IT STOPPED BEFORE IT COULD RAN OVER ME CUZ THAT GONNA BE SUCK :P

well i think there nothing fun happen on Friday zzzz

well today on Saturday i went to MidValley *for the 10th times in my whole life* to the edu fair again n watch movie again :D ..

Today special guess is the EX NS TERMINATOR FELLA FARREN YEOH he went for ns for 3 months so he missed 2 midvalley trips

I made him burst to laughter about 5 minutes after i reach KTM station

I didnt mean that ... i gettin bored waiting in the line so i walked out lah

oh there were two groups actually 1st group is the one who watch movie and the 2nd group is the one who wait in the line for the ticket and end up walking around the midvalley whole day

im in the 1st group along with Jeehan, Farren, Joanna, Calyne, and Hui Kee

the 2nd group if i can remember Feng Lie, Kah Yee, Kah Ling, Pei Pei, Hui Wen and some other girls i cant remember :D

oh wait got the 3rd group.. it is Joanna's parent :D yea they followed us to midvalley but according to Joanna they went to bookstore to buy some books... i met with her mum - she is an awesome lady :D

after some chaotic time in the edu fair.. then we went to this exhibition for the Alice In Wonderland took some picture.. the exhibition was amazingly colourful we managed to snapped some photos.

the guys went for lunch and the girls went for shopping.. i dunno how these girls can tahan without taking their lunch.

then for the first time I get to choose what movie to watch since im booking it.. im a bit worried if they would not like the movie i choose that is Up In The Air... then after the movie they all said it was nice so I GOT TO BE ONE OF THE HAPPIEST BOY ON EARTH for the first time people really appreciate what im doing :')

well thats all for this update..

well to all my friends i wanna wish u guys

Congratz for ur SPM results.. and dont be sad if u didnt get good result

there are still tomorrow that is worth fighting for

and those who did good, dont forget to set the bar higher and aim for the sky

wherever u guys are.. i will always be here

praying and wishing everyone of u to have a successful life

and dont forget to enjoy ur life

PLEASE ALWAYS REMEMBER THIS LITTLE MALAY :D

ps : there is something wrong with my browser i cant upload pics.. well i try to fix it :)

2010-03-02T04:15:00.000-08:00

NINETEEN STARS

Don't tell me you're done for
I don't need to hear you're done for
You can tell me what are running from
I need you, more than you need you

I can see you're really really running
May I ask you where you're gonna run to?
And you think you're living as a ghost now
Not quite, heaven's ugly angel

We all feel like we're breaking sometimes
I won't let you go tonight

Stay awake
Stay awake, survive
I've got nineteen stars that I gave your name
Tonight
I wanna scream, wanna scream your name
Starlight
My life can save
You're my wish tonight

Don't tell me nothing matters
I'll tell you what matters
Bare feet in the summer
Open windows at night
You think that no one needs you
You have nothing to see through
Well, I need you
I need you
Don't I count in this fight?

It's morning now, time to suffer again
A safety that drunk can't find

Stay awake
Stay awake, survive
I've got nineteen stars that I gave your name
Tonight
I wanna scream, wanna scream your name
Starlight
My life can save
You're my wish tonight

No one can catch me the way that you catch me
The way that you keep me when I'm out of time
What if I need you when I can't see you?
And I'm running out of life

No one can catch me the way that you catch me
The way that you keep me when I'm out of time
What if I need you when I can't see you?
And I'm running out of life

Stay awake
Stay awake, survive
I've got nineteen stars that I gave your name
Tonight
I wanna scream, wanna scream your name
Starlight
My life can save
You're my wish tonight

gosh im soo in love with this song by Meg & Dia . They are just adorable !! Well this song is one of my fav its bout dying relationship :'(

boredness........

2010-02-28T05:36:00.001-08:00

well here i am again.... thanks to my boring life.. i got nothing to blog about.. i had this weird problem ! I HATE HOLIDAYS!!! YEA THATS RIGHT screw u holidays =.= holidays is suppose a day for me to relax but NOOO. Must drag me around.. stay at a hot place for hours nothing to do.. just wait and wait and wait and wait from morning to evening. Worse of all i been pushed to do chores.. at least can ask nicely kan :-X

Well this wednesday i gonna go to midvalley :-) oh yea if anyone live near prima saujana come visit my family pet store.. we sell animals from cats and fishs to snakes and tarantulas.. im not lying

well see ya on my next post... if got people read my post =.=

Sleepover Part 2

2010-02-11T08:27:00.000-08:00

10 of October 2010 is very x10000 tiring.

well i went to Sg Chua for a futsal friendly against my brother's team ...

before that i went to Ash's house while waiting for Shaun to send us to the court.. guess wat i saw MIZAN!! weee long time never see u bro :-) turns out he ady had his license L for motorcycle good luck for the JPJ test man!

Mizan got lost on his way to the court so we told him to wait infront of Calyne's house .. i dunt think she noticed we all infront there..

my team * the awesome KTM peoples*

me!! the keeper
Ash, our main defender
Jon, our playmaker
Shaun da striker
Mizan our utility player
Varna our num 1 fan hahahahahaha

we beat them and they asked for a rematch... well its gonna be on 27th february

when i got home my useless gay brother complained alot.. well he is a total moron stupid coward useless fat ugly lazy fella.. *enough k*

then at nite i went to my cousin's pet shop opening ceremony.. Nice hahahaha i totally want that hedgehog i gonna upload the pic its sooo cute

then i stayed for the night at Ash's house with Jon Varna Mat Shaun N Mizan... hahaha we played Truth or Dare game.. the questions is soooo funny LOL!!!

We watched football game that nite.. and Arsenal beat Liverpool 1-0 !! WOOTS happy man hahahaha after 3 winless games

I didnt sleep the whole nite soo i get very tired during the Driving class.. xD FAIL!!

but i improve la and thats important :-D

well tomorrow my grandpa n his family gonna off to Sri Lanka.. and this Saturday is my cousin at Seremban wedding ceremony..

2010-02-08T09:41:00.001-08:00

If at first u FAILed,
dont be afraid to try again
there are risk u lose everything
triumph u gain all the glory man can dream of.

If u think this foreword is lame.. live with it.. this is the best i can think ... i feels like quiting dota.. :-( i dont know how my team cant win even if early game i own the lane

FAILURE...!!!!!!!!!

The hols getting borin-er than ever.. today i went to Diniesh's house try to fix his funny Warcraft game ... i went there round 12.30 and go home around 2 *man tats was tiring*

I dont know what to update but i just to bored.... I WISH U WILL SMS ME AT THIS TIME :)

This year i hope YELLOW house will win.. Purple house just lucky cuz all the strong fellas went there.. We didnt do well during the cross country but still as a former ketua rumah :) best of luck guys *excluding my bro* hahahahahahaha man im evil

>>>> www.failblog.org <<<<

lately i been listening to this band Lady Antebellum... their songs are nice me like

my internet is really slow lately... frust me out man @#_@*#!!!

thats all for my post this time cya!!

2010-02-07T10:00:00.000-08:00

well .... TODAY just sucks! BIG TIME ...... I got this freaking fever and Arsenal beaten by Chelesa by 2 goals to nil.. Walcott man u r total waste of money.. got watch porn better ( i tak watch please bear in mind, just toooooooo frustrated )..but not all that bad ( i trying to look at the bright side) well i got sms wit HER today even for a while HAHAHAHAHAHA well the truth is i dont know what is my real feeling is. it just too complicated *why everything had to be soo complicated??!* and messed up

Well i think i should focus on my studies first.. and in the meanwhile i will see her reactions towards me. *damn i too shy*

BTW I wondered "would you fell in love if a girl/guy likes to listen to ur problems and ur story *eventhough it is crappy* ??
I confuse actually @_@

p/s : Pic of my trip to PD will be posted (when i rajin enough) at my blog ;-)

i guess this all what i can think off.. try listen to an old song *quite* by Snow Patrol feat Martha Wainwright - Set The Fire To The Third Bar
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bfa9yxCpWoA&feature=fvst

The music is quite slow but the chorus is EPIC :-) ENJOY sory if u dont like it

!!!

2010-02-05T18:23:00.000-08:00

we're suckers...we do stupid things..but we do them together

-the brotherhood-

well i off to PD :-D

2010-02-03T07:52:00.000-08:00

something are meant to be together,
other are meant to be broken........

well im sorry if i cant help u guys i really try my best but well thats mean i failed rite? IM SOO SORRY!!

btw thanks Kuan Yen u help me alot with this problem from the beginning i owe u alot sis :-) ..

well i gonna have driving practice tomorrow weeeeee i cant wait hahahaha gonna have 2 hours class twice a week and then dum dum dum the JPJ test.. (ergh) cant wait to get behind the wheels and create havoc hahahaha yay me..

well thats all for this update now.. cya :-)

2010-02-01T08:32:00.000-08:00

I not sure if this is the holidays i ever wanted... almost everything does not work on my way.. i just hate it sooo much @!>@!#?

I missing my friends damn it!!
all of you really!! :-(

but some just make me really PISS OFF!!!! i mean sure u meet new friends... but that doesnt mean u can forget us . . . we care bout u like seriusly!! but the way u act is really disgusting ... fine be it that way u can go around cuz i dont wanna care anymore i never got a problem with u before so if u wanna to act like this to us then FINE!! go ahead.... beside this jerk, i think there is something bothering me... well i cnt tell that haha its a secret... but to whom may concern the one that got prob wit his/her partner i know i m not suppose to get involve but i really dont have any idea wat to do... well to this guy/gal i wanna tell u that please understand ur partner!! really he/she is really doin his/her best to make u happy... i know cuz its my close friend im talking bout..!

>>>>>BELIEVE IT<<<<<

well before i went off. i wanna upload a photo where we visited Farren currently in NS at Beranang.. i managed to take only a snapshot and its quite dark sory guyss... well take care guys

(from left; pokokman, mat rempit, malayman, buffaloman, and chinaman)

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAH
NEXT WEEK GOT FUTSAL FRIENDLY!!!
Go Team MACHAS!!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2010-01-15T08:59:00.000-08:00

Finally after 1 year and some few weeks!! i get my motorcycle license!! hahahahahhaahaha i took so long to get this license well cuz i simply LAZY !!! well by getting this will prove to those doesnt believe I can do it! Told ya i might be lazy but i get the job done somehow..

Frankly i been doing nothing this week except for celebrating Shaun and Hui Kee birthday! WishU luck i the future and today 16th Jan is Alexandra Jon's fav lil sis bday and so does Loh Yi Shin well Happy Birthday to you two! :-)

During my last post i forget another amazing awesome person thousand apologize :-((

haha she done alot during my high school days i think i started to get to know her during form 2... she is a year younger than me but we in the same class.. cool kan? haha she played piano during our school gathering (still not calling prom) tee hee.. well she is now in college :-( ...... we gonna miss her ... take care there :-) oh yea i forgot to tell that she is quite blur xD

I think all of u shud noe by now who is the girl im talking bout :-)

she is no other than Joanna Chow (blur case) hahaha

there a post bout u hahaha take care and enjoy u :-)

End Of 2009

2009-12-31T05:56:00.000-08:00

31.12.2009 marks the end of the year filled with memories happy and sad i'll keep it close in my mind and will never ever forget bout it!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!!

Well first of all i want to say that im sorry if i ever make u guys angry or sad or emo.. hope we can start fresh with the beginning of 2010 !! Also there are few peoples that really make highlights of my year;

1. THE BROTHERHOOD for being together during these 5 years of school, you guys are awesome!!

Jeehan
Shanker
Jon
Shaun
Diniesh
Govin
Varna
Farren
Ashmeer
Mizan
Izzal
Zack
Jac
Matty
Arvind
Amirul
Sam

2. STEPHANIE for that wonderful post that u write !! i really honored :-)

3. EMBRYS for planing that nice outing to MidValley

4. SHAUN LAZAROO for making a nice Christmas Party

5. CELEST for inviting me for outing yesterday

6. Calyne and Hui Kee for attending to my parteh and for that wonderful photo!

7. Mum and Dad for being awesome parent

8. Liann for introduce me to the song "We Intertwined" which started my Hush Sound craze!!

.........and everyone else for making 2009 an amazing year for me!!........... every single one of u are awesome people and i hope we can meet again in the future!

-blah blah blah-

i am the luckiest boy alive to have you all as my friend and dont ever forget me people!

awesomeness!

2009-12-26T00:28:00.000-08:00

well first of all
merry christmas
and
happy new year!!!

Last nite i went to shaun lazaroo's house :-) it was blast haha i met new friends by the way and they are awesome ppl gosh there is Sebastian (greg's cousin) and then choon meng and lee ann.
We went to a field near Shaun's house there and take pics its really alot! Some of us *points at king* doing some gay stunt :-D then we lepak at his house,eat foods haha

i like this pic haha see my pose there SEXEH!! EPIC MAN XD

then on saturday we went for jamming some of us didnot make it even tat doesnt spoilt the funness ( is tat a word? shud be hhmmmm) and got another awesome guy i tak tau his name haha (celest's bro) btw i sing man! haha eventhough my voice sounds crap.. king's gay voice shadows all the sound haha including celest's voice :-) we sung soo many songs but i not the kind that like to memorize lyrics so i just sings the chorus haha :-p sory guys then we ate at KFC and officially end our outing :'-( haha u guys are pretty cool hope i can spend time like this with my brotherhood pulak.. I think the name nazaroo quite okay for their band hahahaha

hahaha hope there is another activity like this! :-) call me again if got k by the way please leave some comment on the chat box please!! needs spamming

December to remember

2009-12-23T08:10:00.000-08:00

well i wrote this post cuz of boredom... since its been quite a while since my last update i gonna do a quick recap... erm well bad news is my grandma been admitted to hospital for third time this month :-( hope she gonna be okay.. yesterday the whole day i been waiting.. If u read this please pray for my grandma to be safe..

happy 15th birthday to my brother,Danial and my cousin,Farah :-)
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR PMR HOPE FOR THE BEST!!

This days after SPM had started making me bored..... luckily next year i gonna get my driving license and i get a job at my mum's office as a librarian.......... yesh a librarian i don't give a damn what you gonna said that job cool. Considering my fondness in reading :-P and at least i got something to do and my job is better than selling burger on the road...

I guess thats all.. December gonna end soon 2009 gonna end. We gonna go our own path soon.. Its make me sad sometimes to think that i wont see my awesome friends again. Anyhow wish everyone the best for their future and don't never ever forget ME!!! And i want to apologize to everyone for all the mistakes i done.

Sundays

2009-12-20T07:46:00.001-08:00

I beginning to develop a habit of hating sundays lols i dunno why but i think the main reason is the word Sunday is SUN and DAY..... sun is already hot and its day :-) weird but plausible lols another reason is i dunt have time to hang out at house finishing my sunday evening like it suppose to be im on 24/7 lazy streak ;-) spm over so this is the period i become laziest kid in the world even sloth cnt beat me! By the way, arsenal beat that poor hull 3-0 :-) and hull think they gud.. pfft i think thats all i got to write.. by the way i want to wish Adelyne happy 14th birthday :-) happy always k cya

EDUCATION FAIR!

2009-12-19T04:37:00.000-08:00

Finally i been waiting for this day to come :-DDDD!
Suppose to be 5 people to come with us but kuan yen cant make it and diniesh well i think he totally forget bout it =.= USELESS FELLA WE WAIT FOR U LIKE 20 MINUTES!!! Its okay though cuz i drag Varna along too bad he dowan watch new moon with us soo he go with his Jalan 4 friends first then only he joined us.....in the end only me , ghan n embrys (JEEBRYS) :-) BTW we met Joanna also at the KTM station but i didnt ask where she's goin cuz her daddy there :-(

When we first reach there OMG the line is freaking loooooong lucky embrys already booked tickets for us. :-) pity shamanee and her friend must wait in line muaawaahhaha soo there again i watching new moon for the second time and i still love it! I LOVE NEW MOON! The chinese fella behind us brup and me n ghan laugh like mad inside that cinema XD

After movie we go eat! but first we lost at midvalley for a while haha in the end we ate at burger king :-) my big burger gone like seconds! cuz i was soooooooo hungry! Then la we went to the education fair (fun according to diniesh) i met alexander lai for the first time haha nice fella :-) there leong joined us mana la dia datang haha i take few brosur unlike varna he took all the brosur and bags LOL typical him la

Then we follow him go buy shirts he even threw few shirts cuz tak muat on him -.- then i snaped few pic of him trying to posing wit tat shirt (in the end nvr buy anything also)

There haha its was crazy jeehan change cloth in public!! WOOTS its fun day for me haha do summore in future k and ajak me also i sure will come if i can! btw my cousin just finish his Al-quran recital CONGRATS

memories....

2009-12-18T07:06:00.000-08:00

When i first heard Rm80 for the gathering i was thinking is it worth it? but after that night i realized it worth every penny paid ;-) the food was okay..... but the memories was priceless.. i will miss the day when i first carry my JB badge become prefect and meet new friends kena screwed bt teachers also haha tat night we talk and take picture together owh how i wish time will stop and we can have that night forever.. :-) btw the keyboard i lend to them miss a screw lolx and i didnt tell my dad bout it shhhhhh :-P

Then my cameron highlands trip woot! its fun la haha long time since i last had an holiday... i hold scorpions man! haha picture will be coming soon haha but the down side is i got stupid flu and sore throat after tat trip :-( stupid! errgh

Tomorrow i will be going to mid valley for education fun (according to dinesh) but she's not coming :'-( anyway i m sure we can have fun tommrw :-D anyway can belanja her other day thats all i think Goodnite! :-)

You Are The Moon

2009-12-11T00:27:00.001-08:00

Shadows all around you as you surface from the dark
Emerging from the gentle grip of night's unfolding arms
Darkness, darkness everywhere, do you feel all alone?
The subtle grace of gravity, the heavy weight of stone

You don't see what you possess, a beauty calm and clear
It floods the sky and blurs the darkness like a chandelier
All the light that you possess is skewed by lakes and seas
The shattered surface, so imperfect, is all that you believe

I will bring a mirror, so silver, so exact
So precise and so pristine, a perfect pane of glass
I will set the mirror up to face the blackened sky
You will see your beauty every moment that you rise

I put the lyrics here cuz the song its soooo nice hahaha go listen to the hush sound they are freaking nice :-)

NEW MOON CRAZE!

2009-12-10T17:57:00.000-08:00

I know its maybe too late for New moon now but i got spm to dealt with first btw to those losers who dont like new moon please turn away now! No i just kidding just read if u want but i dowan some stupid comment like new moon sucks in my chatbox *especially varna* I went to Alamanda yesterday btw n im sorry cant make it to Arvind's house :-( -Anyhow hope yall have fun!-
After watch that movie i suddenly felt sorry for Jacob :'-( cuz after edward left he had make Bella felt better so i think im in Team Jacob now lah! haha stil fan of alice anyway :-))) hottie rawrr. Well now i cannt wait for Eclipse n if can i watch new moon few times again its sooooo nice! I having bad flu now well gotta run cya! Miss yall :-)))

SLUMBER PARTY!! (not gay one okay!)

2009-12-10T01:27:00.000-08:00

Well first of all i want to say goodbye SPM good riddance! XD weeee im soo happy im speechless anyhow after SPM i tag along wit my friends to metro point play bowling. Before that some emotional photo taking session i gonna miss yall then at bowling alley there i play like pro (just kidding only) hihi i lost to hui kee >:-( how on earth i lost to a girl... haha i give chance only ;-) the sad news is my grandma admitted at hospital cuz he lungs got water inside. hope she will be okay then i go stay at Ashmeer's house for a night.. we didnt sleep tat nite haha watch movie n football then some of us (not me!) watch porn :-D then highlight of my nite 3 whackos go n roll over me haha nice memories la guys haha then then next day we havin roti canai breakfast haha fun fun then arvind do something tat he suppose not to do at Farren haha naughty boy well tats bout it we may walk different path frm now on but our brotherhood will nvr fall! :-) btw i make a new plurk account now :-) yay gud news rite? wrong! plurk gonna be havoc haha tonite i gonna watch new moon weeeeeeee anyhow bye ppl!

Things To Do After SPM

2009-11-01T23:26:00.000-08:00

Errr i decided to write this post before taking my SPM... This is my to-do list for me after spm.. haha no idea what to write

Laugh at my textbooks (since they cant torture me anymore XD)
Watch Twilight : New Moon
Read novel Twilight : Eclipse
Read novel Twilight : Breaking Down
Read novel The Host
Create an useful computer program
Climb Mount Kinabalu
Continue practice piano... my hand kaku ady
Learn to cook and its recipes
Go fishing !!!
Join an animal society
Change phone
Reach level 200 in Mafia Wars
Go to any concert (hopefully its U2 concert)
Take my car license n motorbike license
Dota whole night
Play WOW

well only these i still got in my mind haha anyway i'll continue blogging after spm. Wish yall luck :-)

Me spending my holidays like a boss!

2009-10-19T04:50:00.000-07:00

My hols just finish... my original wish during the hols is to sleep,rest n study *cough* bt it turned out i have to finish my hols goin around frm my kebun (atleast i am having fun with my ducklings and goose) to my dad's friends open house somewhere in KL. Food there ok lah the rojak is nice bt the cendol got no pulut.. sad... And then another visit to kebun. yay more Awang and Siti (my goose) Then at night i watch football matches i miss Arsenal in action since last week is the qualifier. Some results is shocking like Chelsea 2-1 defeat to Aston Villa and some are meant to be yeah im talking bout 1-0 Sunderland's win over Liverpool. My friends n family who liverpool's fan talking big all.. eat that.. beach ball scored against Liverpool lols XD Arsenal beat Birmingham City btw 3-1 courtesy of V. Persie , Diaby and Arshavin 's goals.
Then on Sunday i host an open house.. i invite a lot bt only a handful of them turned. Anyway thanks for coming u guys :

Matty
Zack
Farren
Izzal
Govin
Ghan
Ashmeer
Shaun
Calyne
Hui Kee
Jac
Varna

After Spm other ppl pulak host.. lols it was fun except the part where my pc crash multiple times while Jac n Farren were playing Counter Strike together.. Let face it yall both are good and on the same level.. haha. Then i watch F1 which was held in Brazil Sao Paulo if i nt mistaken.. full of drama oh and i met this girl haha Arsenal fan also.. Nice to noe ya.
If Sunday is fun, Monday is crap.. I hate Mondays.. 2 hours i starred blankly at my monitor hoping for something to happen.. pity me rite haha

Ok people, i guess i had nuthng more to write
i simply change my style of writing
LOLS
I must study for physics exams tmrw haha dunno la how i will do
Goodbye and i wish yall luck if u r facing any examinations

Marvelous Sunday

2009-10-04T08:01:00.000-07:00

Hei again... today my mum's nephews come visit us here in kajang. Most of them are children,I dunno wat to do because i never get used to treat children (leave it to Farren Yeoh,he likes children). Then i follow them to Seremban to visit my cousins that hosting an open house. :-) Fun i eat eat and eat.. my uncle is promoting his special 'lomang pulut susu'. Nicer than normal lemang cuz its more softer and somehow it give this nice aroma. oh yeah my dad went to Jakarta today. Have a safe stay there! I watched this movie "congkak" quite nice actually. But the early part only that is nice. Then come the next treat Chicken Rice yummy. Oh n my petite cousins always disturb me for some reasons haha disturbing poor me had become their favourite past time recently. Then i visit my other uncle that leave nearby they had this cat. WOW its was white and fluffy big also haha Im sure Farren will like this cat cuz he is quite lazy to run around XD.. Then after i reach home i watch Arsenal match 6-2!!! not bad not bad haha. Right now i hoping that Liverfool will lose to Chelsea. haha Thats all folks Gud nite.

Typical Friday

2009-10-02T08:39:00.000-07:00

Aiyoo i think i drank too much coffee. My hand was shaking like mad. If any spelling mistake just ignore it.. :-( Today is another "cuti sendiri" day and i fasting also. Well this morning i got piano class.. haha got a lot of chord errors.. luckily my teacher didnt scold me :P she is a nice teacher btw. Anyone who want to learn piano shud gv her a call. hihi promote sikit. Then like always Friday Prayers. For the first time i didnt slept during the bacaan khutbah. haha then i online the whole day until the time for me to break fast. Rice chicken nice..... i quite enjoy it. so does my cats. Then i teman my mum go eat at old town cafe. well i dunt quite like it.. the coffee made me shivers. Seems like less people dotaing recently i just play 1v1 against jon and i beat him like mad*(actually i lost to him haha no mood playing,the following statement is just my creation) Then jon give up and go to sleep while crying lol. I just added Cbox at my blog btw leave some comments ya. I guess thats all for today.. bye cya ppl

3 birthdays on the same day!

2009-10-01T07:34:00.000-07:00

I think when the clock strikes 12.. all hell break lose in kajang.. Thats right 3 fellas share the same birthday. Anyway i memang want to wish those three fellas Ashmeer , Varna and G-string i mean jee han HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND GOOD LUCK FOR SPM YOU GUYS. Well, anyway i had poor addmath result :'( sux.. I only got freaking 60 mark.. I better commit suicide.

Then after school we goin to mcd for the second time in two days.. nice rite?? NO. I tired of MCD ady.. still loving mamak stall. haha the whole family went there and we sing at mcd thats right sing birthday song at mcd. LOL everyone there look at us like one kind but who cares right haha. That night i go to school for solat hajat our gang only me n mizan turned up. ash n izzal gone missing. and izzal really mia i cant call him for some oblivious reasons.The solat hajat programme started from 7pm till 9pm then the school provide us with jamuan. yummy! got satay :D I LOVE SATAY <3 haha... then when my aunt n uncle pick me up frm school that nite they bring me to mcd again... but i dowan to eat.. sick of mcd ady T.T

Fun day indeed except for one incident where one of my friend get very upset with someone.. if that someone really make my friend upset.. u better pray i wont see u.. well thats my journal for today. daa

B.O.R.I.N.G

2009-09-30T00:55:00.000-07:00

Second day of my unscheduled holidays.. and im bored to da max thats why i decided to write back my blog. To all Liverpool fans(my brother especially) dont be sad just because Liverpool lost badly. Its not because they are unlucky.. they sucks. Just because Torres scored that doesnt mean Liverpool win any tittle.. alright?? then i play dota with Cinaman,Indianman and Malayman.. we win then lose(which we all leave) :P then we win against this useless noob talking big fella. After that i disturb farren.. i dunno how he didnt realise tat lame names(new kid n newer kid) is me! after all.. haha luckly farren cool with that... oh yeah im fasting today and guess wat i sahur wit my own cooking haha not to shabby eh? gonna learn new recipes now haha. Today is also kuan yen's birthday HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! :)

Marriage And Reunion

2009-06-06T08:04:00.000-07:00

Today for some reason i woke up early!!! Like first time man maybe i sleep alot during the day before. Then what else i can do but Dota world nicest game. I using BLOODSEEKER by the way. Haha n i had difficulty early game. Then i play Sims 3 that i bought yesterday. Anyway today i went to a marriage ceremony. My mum's nephew. The ceremony was held at Shah Alam. Nice place very big n food there well quite hot consider myself not a fan of spicy foods there i met my cousins. It is wonderful experince cuz it nt always i saw my cousins once in the blue moon. Its fun to get together especially with my two golden girls mimi n alyaa. They are about 6years old n my god they are sooo adorable. Then mimi's family came visiting at my home sweet home. She watching me played the piano ( not that good ofcuz ), she watched shrek 3 n play with my cat (whom recently become a mother of 4 cute kittens). Nice day thought but very very tired. After they left i sleep 4 a while then i watch f1 qualifying at Turkey ( i wonder hw Suba doin there, btw we miss u). Vettel (my fav) finished pole position. I wonder hw he gonna finish the race tommorw. Here is the sad thing, when i want to play dota with shaun,varna,mat n izal. I somehw cnt join the room. LAME!! Racist garena But i the end i cnt play well for today onli ofcuz kena scold by my mum for sitting infront of the pc summore. :'-( Anyway bye bye still got 1week of hols yawn zzzzzz

Wonderful Gift

2009-06-04T07:15:00.000-07:00

Today is got to be one special day for me. 4th June 2009 Around 8.30.. my cat,Persie had given birth to 4 cute kittens. It is a wonderful day for me cause i love persie very much. By the way i still don't have any names for the newborn kittens if u has any suggestion please leave comments. Then wat else i play dota somemore.. Dota-dota-dota then i chat at msn weird when i chat with jee han i spam him a bit then he suddenly become angry. i m sorry if i do anything wrong thought.Then i got piano test horrray i got 96% okay okay lah. But when it comes to playing my teacher told me i was very bad. haha i think too much playing dota n never practicing. Then i play dota somemore again i managed to get beyond godlike. haha evening time my cousin frm klang come visiting.. well guess what he fight with my brother. useless Danial (that is my brother). Then guess what i play dota somemore haha i think 99.9999999% of my holidays is playing dota. After finish playing i msn with varna.. we talk about football's transfer rumor. Dunt leave milan kaka!! Nite ady loh i go out with my mum eat at Kenny Rogers ( metro point) I cant believe i managed to eat 1 bowl of soup+quater chicken+fruit salad+muffin+rice n caramel ice blended. I eat a lot but im still the smallest male at my class. :-( It is tough.. Ok i think that cover today blog. bye bye

Fishing Fishy

2009-06-04T02:48:00.000-07:00

Fishing one of my favourite past time bt nt everytime i will go fishing just sumtimes bt i have great times fishing. Here i want to share a bit tips bout wat u have to do when goin out fishing at sea.
Anyway i got this tips frm my grandfather who is still fishing,farming n hunting in the jungle eventhough he is already 70plus.

If a poisonous fish bite u,pee at the part where tat get bitten. Got sum type of fish he said the pain by it can be felt like whole day
somehow he told me that we DONT ever walk on the fish rod.
Dun talk big when u r at sea.

Tis is wat i discovered by myself when i fishing

Slimy,inedible, n log fish = pain in the butt cuz it cn entangled itself n make ur fish line all messed up. It makes me like arghhhhhh tension trying to untangled it back.
Make sure u throw the fish hook infront i got i day whre i accidently throw the hook backward. haha i also dunno hw i did that.
Luck matters.. I got 1 day whre i sumhw caught a crab. It sumhw hold the hook n try to get away wit it. Pretty dumb.
Fishing is nuthing to do with dota.. no pugde gonna do a meat hook to catch fish 4 u. DUH!!!!

My boring holidays

2009-06-03T07:07:00.000-07:00

Well today when i woke up, i found out sumthing that was very suprising Barry had signed with the money bag!!!! lol b4 he said he want to play at the CL bt Man City last time i check they not even qualified for europa league. Maybe barry thought man city won epl (my guess). Enough bout football. Today my dad went to Jakarta. I 4get when he will return. Play golf summore la tu. I learn a bit bt quite hard leh. I online for a while, bt most of my friends were at farren's house. I wanted to go but my aunt x bg. Then my cousins from Pahang came visitng. Too bad tomorow they go back :'( . Then after watching Naruto (my favourite show). I decided to go back home n play dota. Well i think my holidays is filled with dota n football onli. I managed to scored Beyond Godlike 3times in the row. hihi consider myself a newbie cuz just started. N then i decided to well watch tv. I feel lazy to study la. then at nite after ate dinner (maggi ofcuz) . I read the newspapaer Malay Mail 3rd of June 2009. the headline that caught my attention is bout Kuning a wonder dog. Personally i dunt think it is wise to leave dogs to survive at a lifeless island. That is inhumane. Frankly, eventhough im a muslim n as a muslim i cnt touch a dog but i really LOVE dogs. My fav animals. Soo im felt like it is nt fair to leave dogs or any other animals at an abondoned island. well i think that conclude my post today. To all my friends, happy holidays!!! Chio

Tuition Delemma

2009-05-16T04:46:00.000-07:00

Well today i wake up... err doing nothing except 4 playing games haha btw exam still haven finish bout 9days left wohoo addmath damn tough i make my own formula which is law of tembaking haha. But nw i dunno la whether cn pass or nt. then i play dota for a while after that i go to tuition nw rite the maam there told me that i have to take minimum 3 subjects, i ady choose 2 that is add math n physics. other sub on sunday and the bio n chem makes me zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. It takes a super duper boring teacher to make me zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz so now i thinking whether which subject i could choose 4 the 3rd subjects or other tuition centre. then tonite got man utd vs arsenal match summore got lin dan vs chong wei. Gud luck chong wei!!! Malaysia support u! Awwww soo short r?? my day very dull 1 r hihi never mind just nw at tuition varna emo a bit i think bcuz that maam la scolding him. She cnt said like that very kejam 1. Haissh.... well to all JB student that happen to read this i wish u all good luck 4 ur exams!! Chow

The Greatest Battle

2009-05-15T05:52:00.000-07:00

Greatest battle of the season Man utd vs Liverpool? Nah, its West Brom vs Boro vs Newcastle vs Hull. That is the real battle, for survival. Notice that only 1 team wil play in EPL next season. To be frank i hoping Newcastle will survive. Hihi no offense to hull,west brom, n boro fans. Currently newcastle 17th, hull 18th, middlesbrough 19th n west brom 20th.

Hull, i never ever thought that they will fall until 18th after that amazing start beating Fulham 2-1, beat my team Arsenal back then at Emirates. That amazing Giovanni goal still well amazing truly masterclass. But i think that if Giovanni scored a couple of goal like that will ensure Hull to play against the so called Big4 next seson. To me i think Phill Brown got a decent squad, and i really think that he should hold on Turner. 18th

West Brom... well i think they will play at Championship next seasons. Things didnt start well for them but they recovering well. Althought it is a little too late. Match against Liverpool? Sorry West Brom fans. Liverpool just too strong, unless they found a way to prevent Gerrard n torres from scoring. My prediction west brom will stay 20th.

Newcastle>>> i wish they survive but i think the fixture did not favor them against Fulham and Aston. Aston Villa have been shaky but they still competing for Europeon. Newcastle also arent that shabby. Martins+Lovenkrands decent strike force. Hope Sharer can train them to be good striker like him. If he made it, I think those two can rock the very fibre of the Man Utd rock solid defence. Newcastle now have been up and down nowdays they need to be constant. But my prediction newcastle. 17th

Middlebrough are weird that the word to describe them they beat Liverpool 3-1 but hanging on 19th. I think Boro are just unlucky or unconsistent. They got to me that one of England finest winger Downing but failed to captilised his captibilities. Even if Boro drops many club wil chase him. but sorry to said but Alves is just waste of money. He is not worthy of 12mil. Hope for miracles they wil survived. 19th

p/s no offence to any of the club fans. Just my opinion